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| 10:02am 11/05/2005 |
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I am done with BCC, for now, and there are only 6 school days left. Utah is only a month and some odd days away, woo i am excited. |
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| 16 miles to the promised land |
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| 09:39pm 22/04/2005 |
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does anyone want to write a paper for me? Ill pay you, anything! I am so desperate! I hate writing papers more than anything ever!!! |
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| 11:34am 22/04/2005 |
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prom is tomorrow
dress-$270
shoes-$62
manicure-$20
pedicure-$30
jacket-$45
makeup-$10
jewelry-$40
i hope that is was all worth it.
in other news i hate school and am 90% sure that I am FA my dual enrollement classes, all the way in cocoa, i have four papers to write by wednesday, and graduation is slowly creeping it's way here, and I have no certain plans to a college/ university that I will attend. I am finally taking the SAT on may 7th, hopefully I will do wel enough for bight futures.i hate Titusville, I have one person here that makes me want to stay and when that person leaves i don't know what i will do. pilates are fun but i am not getting the results i had hoped for, you know the rippedness after the first week of diligently looking like an idiot in front of a tiny TV for 50 minutes.i wish that i was better, a better friend mostly. but other things too, a better gf, daughter, sister, student, worker,and the list goes on and on. i cut my hair and i have bangs and i think a total of 3 people noticed, my Dad was not included. speaking of Dad it is almost that time to start looking for my dear old dad. i hope i am not too dissappointed. man i am just whining today! alls well that ends well |
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| 08:59pm 07/03/2005 |
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Unstoppable Perfection
Star-crossed lovers, once spoke through the night-
Hid under the covers, tucked far from the light.
Destined for rapture, dreams never ceasing-
Two shots stopped it all, made life start releasing.
A sad cure for anger, an escuse for his hate-
All he wanted was a lover, a love to relate.
A man blinded by jealousy, turned one sin to two-
Why blame himself, when he could blame you.
A late night walk turned to violence and danger-
A man dressed in black, his voice filled with anger.
"Give me the girl, or i'll take your life too-"
His answer was easy, he already knew.
"My lover i'll hold, 'til my last dying day-
My grip will not cease, my feelings never sway.
So take our lives both, and we'll live in the sky-
And you'll live with the torment, until the 'morrow is nigh."
Two star-crossed lovers, lived life like before-
A life lived in heaven, in love even more.
No jealous man, could come between lovers-
Tucked far from the light, hid under the covers.
-CK
I love you forever. |
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| oh, i'm sick of you pine needles, and your silly pine needle games!!! |
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| 02:18pm 13/12/2004 |
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today was decent. i am loving the weather, that is until the wind blows and gives me the chills and i realize i am wearing sandals. so i got my sisters their x-mas presents and those stupid Bratz dolls.ughh, what a way to tell a 10 what she should look like and how she should dress skanky each and every day. what happened to the old Barbie? oh well.i'll be excited for this week to end, and i only have to go 3 days!! wednesday will also be a good day, or so i foretell.annd yeah, that's my story |
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| im so nerdy.... |
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| 03:31pm 10/12/2004 |
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mood:  good music: talent scam (hahahahahahahahha)
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yeah so this week has been the LONGEST week ever!!!! but in other news i am exempt from all exams!! that is a plus. oh yeah by the way:
thank you chelsea for the lovely cupcakes
okay so back to business...... i am going to that play tonight, my good friend john is in it, it's A Christmas Story i think that it will be grand. well yeah thats's all my plans for forever, or just tonight who knows, do i know?, no. |
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| how DO you make fa la la a cheer? |
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| 02:35pm 08/12/2004 |
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mna i love that christie...
anyhoo you would think that making freaking sugar cookies from the package wouldn't be so hard but yet again i am proving someone that they aren't. i think they tell you on the package as a joke to set the temperature just high enough to burn the bottom of your cookies and then have the tops still all gooey...gollie.everything is so corrupt..haha |
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| shoo bop shoo bop, my baby |
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| 02:22pm 07/12/2004 |
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man oh man, am i ready to graduate or what? i will not be sad because all of those who i love and care about i will remain in contact with, it will be so nice to get away from all of the mean people. |
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| 02:32pm 06/12/2004 |
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girl talks are the best!!!!!!!!!! |
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| nothing is real |
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| 07:23pm 04/12/2004 |
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mood:  envious music: billie holiday
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yeah so i was applying for the bright futures online and there was a question asking whether or not you had a parent of hispanic origin, well now that i know that i do i had to call my mom and ask where he was from and for some odd reason, i just started crying. it seems that i can never talk about or think about him with out crying. but it was kind of cool putting that i had dispanic origin. you could never tell by looking at me though...hmm, so my whole idea of this story is that i am a big fat huge baby, and yeah...that's about it, so i am going to look for him, and i am really scared that in some way that i will get dissapointed. i think there is nothing left but dissapointment, i mean he did LEAVE me...oh well |
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| 06:52pm 04/12/2004 |
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hey so i got a new e-mail address...so if you want it let me know |
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| pondering the west coast |
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| 01:34pm 04/12/2004 |
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mood:  discontent music: rilo kiley
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i have decided that i am going to live on the west coast when i get older.... my uncle wants us to move to arizona after i graduate and i think my mom is really considering it. i think that it might be nice...i thought i would have been all opposed to the idea, but actually i think it sounds like a good idea. it is finally getting colder! FINALLY! but it still doesn't feel like christmas, or maybe it is because im just not happy really so i am rejecting the christmas spiritedness... i dont even know, so yeah |
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| 03:39pm 03/12/2004 |
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yeah so im an idiot...my cell number isn't 412-9914, it's 1194, geez i AM cool |
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| 03:17pm 03/12/2004 |
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so basically this christmas is going to suck, well it's not about the presents ,so instead of losing my house, i get to keep it. i think that is a good christmas present. i love being poor. i want to move. i hate this house, but it's better than a trailor! so yeah there really isn't much that i actually want for christmas, well i want things you could never buy, so it's pointless to ask for those things. i have decided that at the beginning of this year i will try and find my dad. and that is my story.so yeah... how about that bright eyes concert? so i am definately going...and yeah.... |
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| 05:33pm 01/12/2004 |
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mood: annoyed music: death cab
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man my life is just so good! if it were any better i could just DIE! |
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| 04:50pm 27/11/2004 |
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so tired.
work sucked.
miss you. |
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| 12:37pm 25/11/2004 |
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happy turkey day!!! |
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| 06:52pm 23/11/2004 |
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i miss my girl friend, not my girlfriend. they are easily confused. ahh well i know that it doesn't matter how many friends that you have, but i wish i had more.i want to be so engulfed in friends that i could swim in them, if they were in a pool and they were made of water. wow that was a little unecessary..eh, i miss being five |
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